Poem Alone In This World Essays - Wings Of Heaven, Dark Horse

Poem: Alone In This World Alone in this world. I am scared and sad I have no where to go, where I am cared for Alone in this world I wonder alone Through the dark and cold streets I have no home to return to NO Where do I belong I long to have someone hold me and keep me safe from harm I yearn to feel a gentle touch Reach out and assure me that Its all right To be a friend and listen To not judge or criticize To not give me advice or cut me down To not make me feel guilty To not discourage me But to love me For who I am and what I am To accept me for me And not want me to change To make me feel better To wipe away my tears To look into my swollen eyes To understand what Im feeling and to make that feeling go away To fill the long empty silences No longer would I have to be alone I want to fit in I try so hard but no matter how hard I try it doesnt work I move from place to place and act as I think others want me to act I want to be a good person But I need to be loved I wonder if there is anyone who could ever love me for me Who wouldnt want me to change Who would tell me that Im a good person and that I deserve to be loved To save me from drowning in this pool of depression and sorrow To keep me away from self pity and heartache I dont know whats wrong with me What makes it so hard for anyone to love me Do I push them away when I despretly try to cling to them Or am I that terrifying that they run when they see me appear Am I that stupid that I dont know who I am Or who I am suppose to be I wish I could be in heaven with the one person I know loves me He has to because I pray And he is suppose to love everyone no matter how filthy they are Know matter how many people theyve hurt And no matter whats wrong with them But I know that I was put here for a purpose and that one day God will use me And maybe I will be able to help someone Until then I will pray that someone will love me Even if only for a minute That they will really love me Not because they want something Or because they feel bad for me But because they really do love me Utterly And want me to be happy And their proud of me For who I am Not who they think I am But for the truly evil, dirty, weak, awful person I am Not because I appear to be nice and good But because they know me And because they like the little girl that they know But for know I will try to hold on To keep my grip To try to keep from slipping and losing my place Cause I dont want to start over To pretend to be strong While Im crying inside To act happy When my soul withers away And to be a good person and to live each day to the fullest But I know everyday I am alone Everyday that I sit in the quiet That everyday apart of me dies.. Help me to survive! Poetry Essays